5:12 A.M. A guy has kept me awake ^^U

Well... yesterday I spent the afternoon with this guy, Wilkins, who's the cutest thing that had ever happened to me. It's awesome how he can't get out of my head, I've spent the las five hours waking up every twenty minutes or half hour, thinking about him, I think I wasn't really sleeping from the very beginnig. Let's put it this way: I've spent the last five hours wasting my head in his memories, and it was so pleasuring that I thought I was sleeping. ^^UUUU Anyway, Evelyn now has a crush on him, Ani told me "you always screw it, Sara, don't screw this one too, plisss", Sali likes him (since he bought her an "Empanada"), Evelyn said she's not gonna clean her face never and ever, since he gave her a kiss and said he was gonna give her a present (Evelyn understood he's gonna give her a Hello Kitty's cell phone); I said I'm never gonna clean my lips again XDXDXDXDXDXD
I don't know why it hurts to open the doors of my feelings. I rather not to, anyway. Why? well... there's this girl named Marllory, She has in his HI5 all this comments "Hola novio mio espero que estes bien pase a dejarte amor en tu paguina.Te amo chikito :)" and it's from May 1st, I woudn't believe it she weren't the first friend on his favorite friends...
I have decided to enjoy the song (everytime I say this, it doesn't end well), but I don't have any other choice than trust him, If I really wanna make this true, I have to take the first step...
.-*When u are giving parts of your soul, don't be alarmed for the pain. It's just part of the procces of stop being two and becoming one with the one u love*-. I don't love him (I JUST KNOW HIM!!!) but it may come.
I still scared... It really scares me, because I have decided to open my heart to him, when it happens I always get hurted, And when I'm expecting to get hurt, I end up hurting. I don't really know if I'm prepared yet for a new relationship.
I REALLY LIKE HIM!!! OMG!!! I NEVER EVER WILL FORGET WHAT HAPPENED YESTERDAY!!! ... fuck... I am so scared.

Sum 41 - With Me



PS.: It's deppressing I already have the songs for the entry when I'll write that I found out that this Marllory girl is his real girlfriend and I don't have anything to do... T.T